Thank you for this site and would like to express a little of the way of the heart.
Seems i was very stubborn. :0
right from chilhood, life here was not that which i felt within, it was cold and harsh and what humans did to each other and the Earth tore me apart.
Anything i tried to grab to be happy, find love, find my place here, find comfort, and all the other things we humans seek out side self for, fell apart in my hands.
So this journey to the heart could not be completed untill i let go of all i knew of self, believes, dreams, wants needs, upbringing, mass consciousness and all the conditioning in this life and others. Hard, hell yea lol
But looking back, one can see it is all through the grace of something bigger than self that these gifts have been given.
the older one gets, the less one knows, but finaly i feel like i have come home, here within, for this is where all resides that i was seeking in life.
Love and thank you for this chance to express, words are hard when mind does not understand the way of the heart. xxxxxxxxxxxx